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"If i could go back in time"

If I could go back in time there are many things I would do. Early started about 3 years ago, precisely in 2010/2011 when I was in Grade 3 SMK I almost lost my life because of a guy that I like / love. When he decided to split up and put an end to this relationship, I lost my mind and make sense of frustration and lost, so I was willing to do silly things in my life. Maybe for some people this is impossible or crazy, why I can do this. It was also blinded me to do this sort of thing without thinking about how future. What is the fate of my parents if I do this for sure they will be very disappointed with me. I realize every relationship there will be issues, problems, and feel tired / exhausted. But if we can overcome the problem that small then we are able to handle a larger problem because this is a trial in life and in a relationship. Depending on how we deal with the problem itself. And time continues to spin from time to time from day to day over the years I think more consciously and more mature in taking the decision not to do it again in my life, because it is a crazy thing when it's done. And I am aware of the events that had to not repeat it. And now I realize how reckless I so could do that. Finally, I was now more mature longer to make decisions, determine which ones are good and which are bad for my life. Because women were to be protected is not used as a game. Next thing I would do is I would make my parents proud of me, and I want to raise my parents Hajj with my own hard work. Because they have been painstakingly worked hard to pay my tuition until now and now I want to make them happy with their dispatch to the holy land. God willing, if this is all intentional surely Allah will provide a way for my future later. With so makes me human devotion to both parents. Now I look forward to my future and the future of life now, and I want to make everyone proud and happy for my record. I will do my best and better for the people I love. It's no longer staring past it was just a memory to be remembered not for the future .